I'm saddened to learn that Bart Wolgamot, an important, creative, essential music teacher, and profound influence throughout my developmental years from 1st grade through high school, has passed away. I am deeply indebted to him for encouraging me to find my confidence and growth as a musician in my formative years.
Though I've worked my entire adult life as a professional musician, composer, arranger and music director, some may be surprised to learn that I was extremely shy about playing the piano in public, lacked confidence, often had to be pushed, afraid to be the focus of group attention, to be judged, and prone to panic attacks when expected to perform publicly. I absorbed everything—music, reading, lessons, lectures and beyond—so much by ear that I was a virtual sponge, which I looked at as both a blessing and a curse. I was so painfully nervous that I was threatened by attention. I didn't want to feel special, stand out, be applauded or be "fussed over" in any way. It only embarrassed me, I preferred to hide, and I really just wanted to blend in and be like everyone else. In hindsight, I realized that revealing myself musically has always truly been the most personal expression and inner essence of who I am. Therefore, to perform publicly would feel tantamount to getting totally undressed in front of everybody or like having a grand audience privy to my innermost thoughts.
However, as early as seven years old in 1st grade, the first year I had Bart, he most likely recognized my somewhat warped insecurities and would force me to perform in front of the class. You couldn't easily hide from Bart. Reflective of his meticulous attention to musical detail, he knew all, could see all and was keenly intuitive. I would avoid signing up for school talent shows, but Bart would encourage me to do them, despite my personal fear and resistance. By providing my initial experience of playing with a pit orchestra for our high school production of Carousel, Bart not only taught me how to follow a conductor, but also helped me appreciate how the show’s beautiful underscore re-treats themes, restates motifs and identifies characters.
Bart's choice in choral literature was broad and enriching and included many challenging works ranging from Bach and Handel to Gilbert and Sullivan, Bernstein, Simon and Garfunkel, and Charles Ives. His fierce attention to diction, dynamic contrasts, nuance and expression informed me greatly as a pianist and later as a composer and music director. Admittedly, given my youth, inexperience, limited music exposure and pathetically tiny hands, I was far too focused on simply hoping to hit the correct notes, but through Bart's help, I learned to appreciate the equal importance of interpretation, intonation and sensitivity. His final challenge was to "push me" onstage to sing the lead role of Koko in Gilbert and Sullivan's The Mikado during my senior year. No more could I comfortably hide behind other musicians and vocalists or bury my head behind the piano and the music on the stand. Now I had to bare myself before a completely filled auditorium of hundreds and memorize and deliver a seemingly impossible and overwhelming amount of long and winding sophisticated multi-versed vocal leads predominated by demanding patter-songs and stretches of exceedingly long dialogue. The larger lesson, however, was about the responsibility of performing with others as a team, not just taking care of myself, which was already hard enough. But Bart placed me in such a position in his aim to help me mature musically and emotionally.
Bart's tendency to possess an "over-the-top" approach may not have always made him the most popular faculty member amongst students, but in time I understood that it came from his deeply personal and emotional passion for what he loved and his determination to produce the best work possible from his students. Was he too aggressive or more aptly progressive, ambitious and fearless? The greatest teachers test and push their students' limits, and that most certainly describes Bart. It may not have always been easy for many to recognize that he had only the best of intentions in serving his students through a deep commitment to honor the composers' works as optimally and appreciably as possible, while striving for his students' maximum growth and fullest potential in the process. When I continued singing in the Occidental College Glee Club, I was that much more appreciative of the high level at which Bart worked and thrived, commensurate with a college experience.
To this day, I'm grateful for the example and high bar that Bart set so early on, coupled with his emotional support, even on some level today when I find myself composing and arranging a song, music directing, scoring a scene, recording instrument parts, leading a live ensemble or performing solo. It will be easy for such a colorful and unforgettable spirit as Bart to long live in all his students' and colleagues' memories, and I'll always be grateful for the figurative role he played in my life.
– Andrew Chukerman ’79